Deliverance



	Deliverance

	One night's dream
	Crushed swiftly by my mistake
	For the taste of the heavenly cream
	Pushed farther the lonely stake
	Where the heart was pierced
	So very easily by one
	To make my life seemed cursed
	After all is finally done.

	Now where to go?
	What else will I blow?
	My admittance is my defeat
	Where each deceptive lie
	Build's onto your defending fleet
	Destroying all of my chances of getting by.
	I am alone again
	With everything lost that I did gain.

	I have severly messed up
	Destroying all inside Love's cup
	Which we had built
	Along with everything else already dealt.
	How could I know
	What so easily came could go
	And become shattered
	After getting my heart battered.

	All I know is I do love you
	Even though it causes me to be blue.

	These tears I have
	So lonely they are
	For what I did have
	Before I went too far
	To love you as I did
	Before my heart was broken
	As easily as your pencil's lead
	From missing an overlooked token
	That you always gave to me
	Before either of us wanted it to be.

	All I know is I wanted you
	Even though it made me blue.

	Now as night looms overhead
	I sit here writing in my bed.
	A gloomy sadness has overcame me
	Showing me it can definitely not be.
	So now I must ask myself
	What else would you do yourself?
	Besides what has already been done
	Making different selves from one.

	This story of love I tell
	Shamed me from loving you
	Through each and every ring of the bell
	Since that single one where you turned me blue.

	~M~